It has been proven through quantum physics that the space between matter has a consciousness.  Our thoughts and the universal reality that we live in and share with everything and everyone is like a cosmic soup composed of an infinite number of invisible energy fields.  That amount of information held in this field is infinite, example we talk on cell phones, we download our favorite music to our IPod, we read our favorite book on kindle, you get the picture. We are an infinite, limitless, immortal energy that so happens to be residing in a physical structure known as the body.

We are bioelectrical beings living on an electrical planet.

 Because we are constantly being bombarded by these waves of energy we become short-circuited, drained of energy and stressed out. Like all our gadgets we require being plugged into our Source energy to recharge our bodies, our mind, our Spirit. Unless we make a conscious decision to reconnect, become grounded (our natural way of being) on a daily basis the effects of long term short-circuited stress can lead to disease . Becoming grounded connecting with with our Core energy is really in effect equalizes our body to the same energy level, or vibratory rate as the earth, the  result  is the synchronization of our internal  rhythms with our hostess mother earth.

I highly recommend doing things on a daily basis that grounds us.  Find ways to deliberately connect with nature, swimming, going barefoot in grass, working bare-handed in our gardens or yards.  So the next time you feel really stressed, become a a kid again, take off your shoes and wiggle your toes in the grass.

We are the Ones

Oraibi Hopi Nation April 1993
Oraibi, Arizona

                    Hopi Elders Prophesy

To my fellow swimmers:
here is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift,
that there are those who will be afraid,
who will try to hold on to the shore,
they are being torn apart and will suffer greatly.
Know that the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore,
push off into the middle of the river,
and keep our heads above water.
And I say see who is there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history we are to take nothing personally,
least of all ourselves, for the moment we do,
our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt.
The time of the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves.
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
For we are the ones we have been waiting for.

My husband,  was a very accomplished man. He did three tours in Viet Nam as a helicopter pilot, he was the son of an Airforce Major General that was assigned to Japan after WWII, so he spent much of his youth in Japan. As a result he was a 9th degree Black Belt, he spoke five languages, held three PhDs, he was a force to be reckoned with. But with all of these worldly labels and accomplishments he was a man with the awareness of who he was at all times…a Spiritual Warrior.  The man I knew was always attentive, had the ability to listen to not only the things I said, but the things I didn’t say.  He would say to me I AM who I AM. This is what this brilliant man taught me.

Simply put, life does not happen to you. You…you ARE life, it is up to you to make it fulfilling, rewarding or simply a life of emptiness and discontent. Only you are responsible for you, what a great gift that is, it allows the freedom of choice. It is time we learn to see through our eyes rather than from them.

The point of power of course is in the moment, each moment we choose how we think and feel, we can react or we can respond. There will always be challenges, that is why we have been blessed to be in the physical, it is through the physical that we have all these glorious opportunities.  Welcome the obstacles and the challenges they are meant to increase the ever expanding I AM of who we are.  I am so blessed to have shared a portion of my life with the I AM of  my husband. When challenges appear in my life I may faulter for a moment, but then I hear his words and feel his strength and I know I AM who I AM.

Wow, I have struggled with this site since I  launched it. But the past few weeks my life has been a great teacher. I am still in the throws of it’s teaching but at least some of the lessons are finally seeping in. In my section “Ponder This”, there is the statement “You will offer yourself as many opportunities as you can handle to learn your life lessons”.  I have always been a very self-reliant and stubborn person, so it is not surprising my lessons therefore must be stern.

I have had some health issues as I have written in a previous blog, well that all intensified this past week the addition of not just looking for a cardiac surgeon; but my mammogram did not give me a clean bill of health. I was informed that there was definitely something that needed much further evaluation. The time between learning this news and the further diagnostic testing, is to say the least a stop in your tracks period. It has caused me to reflect on my entire life, what can this possibly mean, what will be different if there is something to worry about. I am single so I have no one to lean on…quite the opposite, I have three dogs, one that has his own health issues and requires injections twice a day. Where do I go from here?!

I move ahead, I move forward in the knowing all things are as they should be. The soul confesses when it is brought face to face with the mortality of the physical. It has the opportunity to let the nagging voice of discontent to be heard…and finally listened to. Did I have any awareness of this…yes, and no. I have sensed for months that my mortality maybe in jeopardy, but I must say I was caught completely off guard when the phone call came regarding the mammogram.

I have since gone back for further diagnostic x-rays and they confirmed that an ultrasound was necessary. The ultrasound revealed two masses in the center of my breast. One the size of a dime the other a nickle…is this large, I don’t know. After the doctor evaluated the ultrasound, she could not confirm nor deny that these masses were simply cysts. She said that for now we would  wait for a few months, then I would undergo another ultrasound. Regarding the health issue that guided me down this path it has taken a couple of months, but I have found a surgeon and will have the procedure done by month’s end.

So today, I will live my life, but not as the day before but as if there is no tomorrow.

Live with intention

Walk to the edge

Appreciate your friends

Practice wellness

Laugh out loud

                                                          Choose with no regret

Continue to learn        When necessary move on        Have the awareness of innocence  

Be a friend       Appreciate the sounds of raindrops on the roof           Rescue an animal

Do what you love          Share your aspirations with a friend        Compliment someone

Take time to daydream      Be a mentor     Say no without guilt       Love with your soul 

 Have a good cry       Be willing to take the journey of discovery    Be kind with your heart

                                        Live and treat others as if this is all there is     

                                                              Simply Listen

Doorway to Past Lives

The Akashic Records are the individual energetic recording of a Soul’s journey from the time it extends itself from Source until it returns. This recorded history contains all of Soul’s experiences as well as the intention set-forth for each life the Soul has lived. Tapping into or becoming aware of this information can assist the Soul in their current life. Working with the Akashic Records and more specifically Past Live(s) can bring clarity to relationships, parenting, fears, phobias, addictions, creativity, finding the right livelihood or life purpose.

For me personally, I was able to resolve a troubled relationship I had with my father. He was very controlling and protective of me even to the point of being oppressive. I exhibited my metaphysical abilities when I was extremely young, when I became a teenager I would purchase horoscope magazines and books that were occult in nature. My father would become extremely angry; instructing me to dispose of the material immediately, this would force me to hide the new magazines and books.

Accessing the Akashic Records, and specific Past Lives, I was able to understand the intense reaction my father demonstrated. There had been four prior lifetimes that my abilities had brought harm and/or death to me. In all of those lifetimes he had been a protector, in one manner or another. This has brought a deep sense of peace and understanding and has allowed me to forgive my father.

Past Lives are interwoven within our current day-to-day life; it appears as the foundation for the current life we are experiencing. Looking at one’s Past Life(s) could bring understanding and resolution to situations that have remained unresolvable in the Soul’s current incarnation.

“Hereafter” gets it right!

Obviously, someone did their homework before producing this life touching, conversation stimulating movie.

“Hereafter” IS a movie about death and the afterlife. It tells three stories: one of a psychic medium who feels burdened by his ability to communicate with spirits, one of a woman who has a near-death experience during a tsunami, and one of a boy who is trying to make sense of the loss of his twin brother. Any one of these three storylines could have made a fascinating movie in itself, but teaming the three together was inspired.

What I loved most about the movie was that someone—either Damon, Eastwood and/or Morgan—did their research and got their details correct about the field of afterlife evidence. Matt Damon, for example, plays the psychic medium. The readings given by Damon’s character are right on the mark with the same style and manner as I have experienced  for myself and with my friend George Lugo.  From my experience it is not necessary to touch a person to receive messages, there MAY be those that use this technique but I am not aware of anyone that does.

“Hereafter” is a controversial movie with moviegoers either loving it or feeling disappointed by it.  People who feel disappointed by the movie allowed their expectations to let them down, not because the movie promised to do anything more than tell a great story and get people thinking, but because people crave to know the truth about life after death and look to others to provide the answers. Many hope Hereafter will do that for them.

Am I just surviving my life, going through the motions? Or am I really living each day in a way that, when I go, I can say that my living mattered. That I did what I came here to do?”  The past few months I have not been feeling well, I thought the absolute exhaustion was coming from being depressed. I felt there was nothing to look forward to, no one to share my life with. Sure, I had my clients but my resposibility was to listen to them, to offer the guidance and information that was given to me on their behalf.  But unlike the direction and advice I was dispensing I chose to remain cloistered. First out of choice, then because of sheer exhaustion.

During the week between Christmas and New Year’s I had a doctor’s appointment scheduled, I had bloodwork done a week before and was to go for the results. I sat down with the doctor and she proceeded to tell me that I need to go to the hospital, I was severly anemic and would need at least two transfusions. This was not the first time I had heard this news, there have been 4 previous such incidents. I was recreating an all too familiar senario, the loss of blood what does that mean?  Per Louise Hay ‘when we deny ourselves joy and love, the heart shrivels and becomes cold. As a result the blood gets sluggish, and we creep our way to anemia, angina and heart attacks.’   “Yes-but” attitude. Lack of joy, fear of life, not feeling good enough which destorys the very joy of life. On point, it is time to get off my BUTS!!

I have always pretty much remained in the background regarding my spiritual work, in the 1980s I did promote psychic and alternative health fairs but for the past 20 years I have simply been involved in doing phone readings. God forbid the medical world that I have been apart of know the woo woo side of me.

The real point is to see and understand the karmic patterns of my life, and their roots in an endless repetitive cycle that traps me in unconscious behavior. This is a wake-up call; the events in my life are trying to show me a pattern as ancient as the journey of my soul. I am resolute to delve into my repetitive behaviors and examine the beliefs that I have embraced that do not serve me or the life I declare I am meant to live.  As I remove these tenacles and discover what lies beneath I will share this process with you…through my journey may you unearth your greatness and embrace it to not only live your life but to THRIVE!

“There’s no need to worry about me,” she said with a knowing smile. “I’ll be fine. My resilience is immense.” Her thick dreadlocks twisted into the ground and became roots that stretched along the surface of the Earth as far as the eye could see. “If you really want to help me, don’t fight for a cause. If you want to help me, heal yourselves.”

Somewhere amist all the noise and the responsibilties there in creeps the small voice of discontentment. What am I suppose to be doing? What would fill my spirit, what would bring about the sense of belonging? Is there answers to these and the numerous  questions that I am posed every day?    Yes…., but too many are seeking quick fix answers that simply serve to calm the thinking mind for—–a moment. I am finding an epidemic of malnutrition of the Soul.  It is tough living in the world we have created for ourselves. Too many things have simply slipped through our fingers un-noticed until we can no longer ignore the emptiness that has replaced those spaces in our lives that were onced filled we connection.  The movie Avatar depicts perfectly how we have disconnected…we no longer see each other.

The way back is to again Go Within.  As in the movie the most profound statement is “I See You”. Do you really see those you care about and love or have you become distracted by the never ending assault of technology. We have become experts in the art of passive aggressive behavior. Cell phones. Texting. IPad. IPod.  Do not mistake  never being  out-of-reach for being in touch.

Prebirth Planning

Everyone has spirit guides, nonphysical beings with whom we plan our lives prior to incarnation. Most challenges are planned prior to birth; the intent is not one of suffering but for the growth and the expansion of our consciousness that would result from the experience. Our conscious mind is not aware of the pre-birth planning, yet we usually intuitively sense this to be true. There is always a part of soul that remains “home” this part of our being is in communication with us at all times. This is the knowing, the sensing, and the small voice we hear. Its purpose is to guide us towards the experiences that fulfill our blueprint for the current incarnation. The vast majority of life challenges are indeed selected. In general, the more profound the challenge the more likely it was chosen before birth. If a particular experience is important enough for you to wonder whether you planned it, then it is likely you did.

We are born with the gift of free will, choosing not to listen to our inner guidance can create challenges that were not part of our pre-birth planning. The operative word is create. I believe we are the creators of everything we experience, and unplanned challenges occur when we vibrationally draw them to us. We are constantly creating our vibrational frequency through the choices we make. In this case intuition would not guide us away from the learning that would be provided by that experience if it would bring us closer to or back in alignment with our original blueprint. Unplanned challenges can occur when we ignore our intuitive promptings; therefore, internal ‘danger signals’ are to be acknowledged and heeded so that we can avoid potentially detrimental situations or experiences.

It is the beginning of our awakening; we are experiencing the call of our soul’s purpose. A spiritual awakening is really a remembering of who we are as an eternal soul and more specifically what we had planned to do on earth. The Hopi Elders declare “We Are the Ones We’ve Been Waiting For.” It is no longer the eleventh hour but The Hour.